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[savannah calico munroe]

the house is actually quiet for once. i like it. a lot.

closed.

[zahara celia delacroix.]

i wish i could say the same. my brother has his music blaring and for one i'm glad my dad lives in France fro the next year. butt i'm waiting for my boyfriend to pick me up. i was supposed to go out butt he never said what time he was coming at so i'm waiting here for him :[ whatss upp bby doll?

[savannah calico munroe]

hot damn. sounds like some serious chaos going on
over there. glad your dad lives in france? that's the
first.. oh yeah? how have you two been doing? for
a second question, how have you been doing
z? not much going on over here. been really caught
up with all my photography and stuff, ya know? (:

[zahara celia delacroix.]

well theirs a first for everything. I'm just majorly pissed at him and my brother. and because I'm not talking to my brother he refuses to turn down his music till i do. ohh you know ... we have our ups ... and downs. am i supposed to be doing bad? you sound like you think I'm sick or something. I've been doing fine i guess. busy with ... dance and school and all. i wanna see some new pictures, yours are always the best.

[savannah calico munroe]

i guess so. just didn't expect that one coming from
you, that's all. why you so upset with them, babe?
no, god no! i don't want you to be doing bad. dur.
i've just been worried about you lately. i don't know.
i guess you've just seemed kind of out of it lately.
haha, thank you. you know that always means a lot.
we're gonna have to meet up soon. i got a bunch of
the ones we took together not long ago developed.
you looked adoooraabblle! as always, as always!

[zahara celia delacroix.]

well .. they hid a letter from my mother. she wrote one, i guess the doctors told her there was a chance she might die so she made a scrapbook of memories and wrote me a letter they were supposed to give it to me on my sixteenth birthday , i found it a couple weeks ago and i haven't talked to my dad or brother since then. kind of out of it ... what do you mean? awweh yes we do. we take the best pictures and thank you. but i prob look ugly you always say that and then i end up hating how i looked in them.

[savannah calico munroe]

hot damn. sounds like some serious chaos going on
what? but, why didn't they ever show it to you? i
don't understand why they would do that. z, i'm
sorry.. maybe they had a good reason. have you
actually talked to them about it? idk. maybe i'm
just getting worried over nothing. you just haven't
seemed to be the zahara i usually know. i know!
we totally do! whatever. you always look gorgeous.
nothing could possibly make you ugly.

[zahara celia delacroix.]

yeah i talked to them. that's the first thing i did before i stopped talking to them. they just told me they were protecting me. and i laughed in their face. and I've been staying at my boyfriends for the past couple weeks, but i have to come home because my boyfriend and my brother got in a fight and my brother found out I'm not a virgin so my boyfriend being an ass told him he popped my cherry and loved it. god god god life sucks because now my father is on massive over protection mode and telling my brother to not let me leave. but i don't care what they say anymore. your letting your imagination get the better of you sav. I'm still me, same old zahara, nothings changed. that's so not true! I'm ugly today, did i tell you i fell down the stairs and i have a black eye and a bruised jaw! yeah hit my face off the speaker. stupid ass brother had to have the tv by the stairs. god i hate him sometimes.

[savannah calico munroe]

i'm with you on this one. protect you from what?
you deserve to know and have these things. ugh.
you know if you have need anything, i'm here, right?
just try to take things one step at a time. when life
sucks, it's just twice as better later on. just, be careful.
yeah, i guess i am. haha. sorry. i guess i've just been
the one out of it. shit. fell down the stairs? you've
been hurting yourself a hell of a lot lately.

[zahara celia delacroix.]

they made me grow up thinking i would never have anything of my mother and i did and they kept it from me even after my sixteenth birthday. ik savvy, and i'm here for you to. lets hope it gets ten times better bc life sucks. naw i just haven't been around much. hurting myself a lot?? this is the first time Dx

[savannah calico munroe]

i'm sorry. i know it doesn't help much, but i am.
that's not fair to you at all and you don't deserve
that at all. sdk. i love youu! it will though, i promise.
yeah, suuure it is. forgot about 'walking into your
door' last week?

[zahara celia delacroix.]

good you can back me up when i have a total bitch meltdown on my brother. ikr! like seriously shed dead, how can they protect me from her dying, its already happened. i don't have one picture of her, not one, and then i found the scrapbook and there are tons, and one of me and her, and they kept that from me? why? i lovee you too baby doll. ohh ... yeahh. my door uh got in my way.

[savannah calico munroe]

you know i will. always. i don't know. i guess he
just didn't think it all the way through. or he did
not think it through properly. whatever the reason,
he did it because he cares about you. just keep
that in mind. yeah. that's what doors usually do..
just slipped your mind, huh? you see what i mean?

[zahara celia delacroix.]

here cares about me enough to not let me have one picture of my mother. yep he just cares so much. yeah the door just appeared out of no where and i got a bruise on my leg. i mean my arm, yeah it was on my arm! see what you mean about what? i just forgot is all.

[savannah calico munroe]

that's what i mean, though. he just didn't think
things through. it was a shit move on his behalf.
come on, z. you know what i mean. now you forgot
which body part you hurt. you only forget that stuff
when you're getting hurt way too much. people don't
just go crashing into doors and falling down the
stairs every day..