--- old habits die hard {OPEN!}

[everleigh mcqueen]

BLOW THE CANDLES OUT---*

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Cafe carlyle. there was something about this place that everleigh just couldn't resist. when everleigh was thirteen years old, she snuck out of her house for the first time, and after roaming the dark streets of nyc, she found this little cafe - her own oasis. it wasn't too far from her home if she took a taxi, and after discovering how easy it was to sneak out of her house (once her mother was hopped up on "prescription" pills and cheap scotch), she frequented this cafe almost every night. she built a close relationship with the staff and they started reserving the chair she always sat in - right by the stage. it was in this very cafe that everleigh developed a love for music, and started pursuing her vocal talent.

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After everleigh's rebellious metamorphosis last year, she had stopped visiting the cafe. it wasn't exactly the best place to hang out when you're tripping on acid or drunk as hell. she reserved cafe carlyle for those rare nights where she stayed clean and sober, and those kinds on nights were becoming few and far between. this was the first time she had been to the cafe since january. and there she was, sitting in her usual chair, cozied up with a hot cup of coffee, admiring the tremendous talent of the jazz piano player up on stage.

Everleigh missed these nights. but even as she sat there, thinking about how she should go there more often, she knew in the back of her head that doing so was nearly impossible. she was feigning for something - anything - to get her high. her addiction had taken over her body and she could barely stand it - shivering like a junkie on the streets, sweating like a lesbian in a fish market. she had only been there for twenty minutes and wasn't sure how much longer she could hold on before she went downtown and scored some smack..[/blockquote]

TAGS--*anyone :)
OUTFIT--*right here
WORDS--* 329
LYRICS--* hey monday--candles
CREDIT--* MEELA! at CAUTION 2.0 ?!
NOTES--* i would loooove to RP with somebody!.[/size][/font]